The Comforting E-Mail.

넌 정말 용감합니다 (translated as You Are So Brave)
From: S. Jae (epik_*******[at]yahoo[dot]com)
To: ********[at]yahoo[dot]com

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Hey girl.
Got to admit I am missing you and your dorkiness lately.
Just read your email and I have to say, you are stronger now than when we were together.
You know it yourself right.
You are always the strong girl.
I am sorry you have to go through such a hard day,
And how I wish I could meet you and comfort you by myself.
But we both know that will be impossible.
Anyway, keep the strong attitude.
I know you can get through the hard 6 weeks well.
This is just the beginning, girl.
You have 4 weeks more to go through.
You just need yourself to be brave.
Brave.
Strong.
You choose to be better, now you have to face it strongly, okay?
Don't give up.
And it is okay to cry because it means you are a human being by crying.
Don't feel ashamed of it.
Don't ever feel neglected
because even when we are far apart, I'll continue being your best friend.
Whenever you are feeling down, let's cherish fun moments together!
Listen to your favorite songs and you'll feel better.
Okay, don't listen to FT Island's sad ballads when you are down, it'll make everything worst.
Just kidding.

Anyway, I'll always wait for your email, in case you
need to write to me.
Be strong, Diella!
I know you will.

This has been the sweetest e-mail anyone had ever sent to me in my life.
The sweetest and most encouraging e-mail any friend of mine had ever sent.

Today isn't the best day ever.
I suffered through physiotherapy session and everything else just seemed so hard for me today.
I cried so much and worst, I cried alone.
Maybe I am going crazy for doing so,
And I ended up sending a long ranting e-mail to my ex-boyfriend for no good reason.
After sending it, I regretted it.
I REGRETTED IT big time.

But
just now,
I received a reply from him.
He still remain the sweet young man who put me first in his life even after we were no longer a couple.
He wasted his time sending me a comforting e-mail,
Which made me felt better after going through so much today.

오빠, thank you very much.
You know, you are still the best.