Dude, Thanks For The Annoyance.

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Shoot me or if it make you feel better, just come here and chop my head off literally because I do not fucking care about how you feel towards me. But this is seriously making me feel more like shit rather than anything else. Honestly, I do not fucking care. You can either hate me or do whatever you want but seriously, this is completely not something I should just ignore.

I know it is my fault that I absolutely love to finish assignments during the last minutes—I mean a day before the submission date or like thirteen hours before, something like that—but come on, I am not the only one who does that.

I appreciate it that you are taking a nice change—you are basically becoming the example student who attends classes regularly and does all things perfectly lately—but that does not mean you are have the complete right to say something to whoever ask for your help during the last moments before submission.

Seriously, YOU DID THAT A LOT previously. Need some refreshment with that rusty memories of yours, I assume? Why do not we go back to the days when you bluntly asked me to finish your summary lead assignment one hour before class started? I guess you could also remember the time you ask me to lend notes and stuffs like that several hours before examinations. Honestly, I did not give you the cold treatment like how you do right now. Did I chase away, NO. Did I say no to help you, FUCKING NO. Did I blame you for finishing your assignments during the last minutes, ABSOLUTELY NO.

Then what gives you the privileges to say all those hurtful things when it is MY TIME TO ASK YOU TO HELP ME WITH MY LAST MINUTE PREPARATION FOR ASSIGNMENT BEFORE ITS SUBMISSION DATE?

It is too fucking hard for you to just help me out? Is it hurtful to just give me the fucking notes you copy and do not mind whether I am able to finish it by the next day? IS IT TOO HARD FOR YOU TO JUST SPEND FIVE FUCKING MINUTES FROM YOUR SO-FUCKING-PERFECT-STUDENT LIFE TO HELP ME OUT WITH MY ASSIGNMENTS JUST LIKE HOW I DID TWO FUCKING SEMESTERS PREVIOUSLY?

Dude, this is the first time I used caps lock to vent out my annoyance towards someone and that fucking fortunate man is you. Yeah, you—the former class representative and so-seemingly perfect college student.

I never did say this BUT I AM FUCKING REGRETFUL THAT I EVER HELP YOU THAT DAY. I SHOULD HAVE NOT HELPED YOU AT ALL. I SHOULD NOT WRITE THAT STUPID SUMMARY LEAD FOR ANY OF YOU. I FUCKING HELP YOU AND FIVE OTHERS STUDENTS ON THAT DAY BECAUSE I WANT TO BE HELPFUL AND THIS IS WHAT I RECEIVED IN THE END? Is this how your parents teach you on how to appreciate others? I wish I let all of you got scolded by the lecturer that day.

I SHOULD NEVER MINGLE WITH ANY OF YOU FROM THE BEGINNING. This just hurt so much that I want to literally kill him. I am sorry but I hate you. YOU ARE NOT A FRIEND, IDIOT. You will never be my friend.