I may be experiencing a load of free time lately that I found my self sitting in the same swivel chair in my bedroom in front of my laptop more than any other days in the last few weeks. However, I could not say that I favor this leisure because I have been spending my leisure time reading way too much fan fictions—and no, I am not spending my time reading some normal romantic fan fictions—I am reading all those yaoi (boy and boy romance thingy) fan fiction, with tons of smut scenes that is suffocating my imaginations.
I scared my self too lately, and this is absolutely not normal.
Okay, this is not normal. I am straight, yes—and I write straight fan fictions. I have all these fictional female characters pairing up with the male characters in all of my fan fictions. But this new hobby appears to be an occupational hazard. It just happened I came across all these yaoi junks while searching for some ideas.
Oh God, I have stained my virgin mind completely. I have all these weird and strange images in my mind that I need to freaking erase immediately. Although I have to say those writers who write yaoi fan fictions are good writers, amazingly good. They write better fan fictions that any writers who write normal romance fan fiction. I could not believe I am saying this, but way to go people.
I am not going to write any yaoi fan fiction in the future, please do not worry. I am not into all those stuffs if it means I am the one writing it. I like reading it—please don’t judge me, please—but there is no way I will write one. No, it will not even happen in my dreams. I just need to get the dirty images off my mind immediately so that I could start to work on my own romance fan fiction—with straight relationships indeed.
I should stay away from reading any fan fictions temporarily to fix this mess.
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