I am getting better emotionally—I am trying to be positive—as positive as I could while I am trying to fix my current life. I know the consequences of being emotionally unstable thus I want to fix that. I need t fix that, urgently. I am getting better in controlling my current life—avoiding things I dislike, doing things I really like. I am trying to involve in circles—rather than evaporate fast enough not to know anything. Okay well, I do evaporated several times but at I least I reappear. I am also trying to save my grades from falling—now that my current semester is coming to an end very soon. Don't let me fail any subject—regardless how lazy I am in completing assignments and tasks. I promise that I will stop posting posts like these because I know it starts to irritate most people. Fine, I am going to be a real blogger from now on—who updates about life rather than rants. I will be fine, thank you for the concerns.
My friend is being so freaking happy (and giggling all the way) with her boyfriend right in front of me. I admit, even though that I should not, I am jealous. I envied her happiness. I want someone to make me giggle like a five-years old too. I want a man who I could cherish his cheeks and fix his hair regularly. I want someone to eat something I buy with my own money. I want someone—just practically someone—to love me.
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