20090902 A Little Devil.

My first post for September ~ Happy September everyone.
But this isn't going to be a post where I spam about my fangirl-ness or something great.
This is a rant post.
Yes, you hear me right ; this is going to be a rant post.

As everyone know, right now it is the fasting month, Ramadhan. Today, like any other day throughout the fasting month, I made the drinks for my family to drink when they break their fast. I made a jug of orange juice, a perfect drink after a day without food and water. Everyone seemed to be okay with it, since I heard no complaints.

Then, when it the time for breaking our fast came, my younger sister poured the drinks into everyone's mug, and she suddenly yelled at me. "Yang kau buat air oren ni apahal? (Why did you make orange juice?)" She asked me in such a rude way. I glared at her and answered, "Apa kau cakap? (What did you say?)" because obviously I was pissed off. She arrogantly sat on her seat, looking disgusted at the drinks I made and said, "Kau dah tahu aku tak suka air oren yang kau buat air oren apahal? (You know I don't like orange juice, why did you make orange juice?)".

Ah ~ my anger was taken into another level. I was about to stand up and punched her but my mother calmly said, "Dik, kalau tak suka pergilah buat air lain, orang lain boleh minum air ni (If you don't want to drink this juice, then you can go and make another drink because anyone else could drink this orange juice)". She still didn't want to drink the juice until I pleaded angrily, "Pergilah buat air kau sendiri, kay dah 16 tahun, malulah kalau tak tahu buat air, lepas tu nak bising-bising pasal air yang orang dah buat (Go and make your own drinks then, you are 16 years-old, it's shameful if you don't know how to make your own drinks and complained about others)".

She got really angry by what I said and kicked the chair, causing my father to yell at both of us. In my siblings, she was the only daughter which my father hadn't punished yet. She was lucky, because she was my father's favorite daughter, that's why she dared to yell back at our parents, telling them how they always on my side, when the truth was that my parents were always trying to be on her side.

I was hurt by her, by the way she wasn't thankful after I made the drinks for everyone. I wasn't waiting for her to thank me, but I don't need her to look in disgust at what I had made for the family. She is such a brat, only knows how to complaint and work less.

Of course I am thankful I have a younger sister, but for some reason, I feel like I want to give my younger sister a lesson on how to treat her elder sister politely. She needs to know, I am older than her and she has to respect me too. She doesn't treat our elder sister who is 29 years-old like this. She treats me badly just because she thought the 2 years gap wasn't something which made me deserved to be respected by her. She is wrong! I am still her elder sister, like or not.

I refuse to make a drink for her tomorrow. I want to teach her. I want her to make her own drinks and if she doesn't want to, then let it be. She won't drink anything then. I don't want to listen to her arrogant words anymore.

I am tired of being asked to do everything for her. I am tired of having to cover every crime she did, to ignore every lie she created. She is on her own right now. I am not going to listen to her ever again.

She doesn't deserve my care anymore.