Zero Satisfaction.

The most appropriate GIF to express my current feelings.
Whether I like or detest it, the reality is that I have terribly obtained a NC—of which stands for Not Complete, as in one does not submit enough assignments to perfect the carry marks in one particular subject—in the result for the examination for the second semester. Even more amazingly is that I have obtained the NC for the most detestable subject I have ever taken in semester two which is—UFS 111—Basic English 2. I fucking love this subject, I am setting up a second date with it later. Damn you, Basic English 2.

Although the one to blame for this crappy result (which CGPA pointer which I could not brag about) is none other than my self, it still feels terribly bitter to know that I failed to impress anyone with this kind of result. Like seriously, what is there to brag when I have one subject which ultimately translates that I have not done a good job. I should have done a proper job with this subject—I really should have submitted all assignments.

Trying to explain the whole situation to my parents are like teaching one year-old child to recite the multiplies of nine in one hour. I mean, they never have a child that literally enrolls a university (in my case, college of course) so they have these things about college administration's things a bit too complicated. I am sorry, I will try harder this third semester, mom and dad. I am a bad daughter, but I will change.

Most likely the situation right now is that I have to retake the subject for the whole semester soon. The horror of redoing the 1000 words collection thingy suddenly returns magnificently. Say hello to hell in college. God, forgives me for being such a bad student.