I am just desperate to cry right now. I have been holding my tears back since yesterday and I am just freaking exhausted. I am tired. I am not in a condition where I could pull myself together and tell a lie saying that I am fine. I can't think and I can't even breath properly. I am too fragile, I am going to break into a million of pieces right this moment. I am too unconscious, I can't stay conscious anymore. To be honest, I am not fine. I am nowhere near to being fine. I want to cry and scream and let the whole world knows that I am just too tired to continue on. I want to stop breathing and stop thinking. I should have not say this but I am just so damn tired. I want everything to stop. I want all these thoughts to stop running and just literally stop. I want everything to just fucking stop. I want to close my eyes and live in my fantasy forever. I just need to cry right now. I am a mess. I am the ultimate mess. Don't wake me up tomorrow, life. I am better off living in my own imagination rather than to continue feeling this exhausted in reality. I just need to stop, for now. I need to stop and fall down.
Just don't wake me up tomorrow, reality.
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