Life Right Now.

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My hands have been itchy to write new story—to have sleepless nights where I dedicated my whole social life on finishing a certain story. I have been dreaming of storylines and plots for one whole month right now. I really want to work on something but the question is, what?

But nowadays, I have been running out of ideas no matter how inspirational I could get. I tried writing in the college’s library but the distractions—the whisperings’ voices around, my friends greeting me all the time, some cute boys lurking every here and there. I also tried going to unknown cafes and fast food restaurant to work on something while enjoying meals—but I got too full to write and sometimes too irritated by the whole situation, thus I left without even finishing my meal. I have tried working at home—but as usual, I failed terribly.

College has gotten from terrific to terrifying in a blink on an eye. I got a bunch of delayed assignments for Basic English 2 class of which I shared together with my two best friends, Iyan and Awin. Meanwhile, I got another group task to finish for Introduction to Journalism class—which happened to be my favorite class—with my group mates Sya and Ika. I have yet to understand the notes given through Introduction to Communication and Media Studies—of which have been my least favorite class, shared mostly with Broadcasting students. I am a bit hesitating about my Contemporary Business class—of which seemed to be conquered by Culinary Arts’ students and as much as I tried to love Principle of Public Relation class, I just can’t—despite the awesome lecturer I have gotten. Assignments could kill me, thus please remind me to die on weekends so that I don’t have to go through all of these again next week.

On the other side of the note, I love all of my new friends so freaking much. Some are so cool and awesome while the other half are just as comfortable to be with. At least it feels good to find them filling the empty spaces those betrayers have left when I kicked them out from my life. Ah, as my mom told me earlier—good for you, dear.