Being the hero that he has always been, my dad has successfully fixed our internet connection after making several phone calls, buying lots of new equipments and did the things that he did best—being awesome. I managed to grab some brief and vague information to use for my Media Studies’ assignment which required us to write comments about four banned publications in Malaysia (in which I found to be relatively hard to search). However, this doesn’t fix my Public Relations’ group assignment dilemma just yet. One week until dateline and I am yet found no group to fit in.
I would love to insert ‘on the brighter note’ somewhere right here but I can’t possibly do that because other than the awesome internet connection I finally got back, I have nothing else to brag about. I have no time for myself—especially to do the things I love the most like working with DSLR, editing photos, blog-stalking, cross-stitching, etc. I am running out of time in almost everything I am doing. I have Basic English assignment stacked out for me to finish, Media Studies’ assignment, Public Relations’ group dilemma, upcoming presentation for Journalism class, and tons of Contemporary Business to download and revise. My weekends are fully booked for academic stuffs. Where have the fun gone to? We are going to run an event somewhere in November for Public Relations’ class and unfortunately, we got this hateful person to be our committee president (as if there is no one else that could hold that position) and I am expecting a hell out of her, now that she clearly know my group hates her to the max. However, I am not looking forward for this whatever event we are going to run. I am so not good in things like these.
With this fixed internet connection, I am dedicating my night to catch-up on the updates I have been missing but I found myself worrying over college. With my current state, it is impossible for me to finish at least one fucking assignment. I can’t do anything except to stare at the keyboard of my laptop and wonder about the stuffs I have been missing and really wanted to do over these beautiful weekends. I got a friend of my younger sister to lend me her 미남이시네요 (You’re Beautiful) DVD for a week and I could only finish two of the first episodes. I don’t think one week would be enough for me to finish the whole DVD set consists of 16 episodes.
Even worst, I am facing financial crisis. I need more money to buy new pair of sneakers and gladiator sandals to wear to college. I need notebooks and papers and stationeries. I need money for my lunches. I need money for my demands and needs. I need more money for my mobile phone’s prepaid top-up. I need even more money to afford a broadband so that I won’t be facing wireless problems when I carry my laptop to college. I need money for assignments. I need money for almost everything right now. If only it starts to rain down money from the sky—I am going to be the happiest person in the whole wide world. Should I wish for this to happen?
I rant too much lately. I need to cut this off. I should go back to finish my assignments (although I don’t think I can). Oh, there is one thing I really need right now. I need ample time to sleep. I have been experiencing the lack of sleep for over a week and developing bad black circles. I need so many things, I can’t even remember what else I need right now.
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