It Should Have Been.

God, I found a blog while lurking into another blog about a girl who majors in Graphic Design and frankly speaking, I think she is damn good with what she does best - designing. Not only that, she has the best style ever on a girl. This is like serious, I like almost all the shoes she wears and all the clothes she puts on. Unfortunately, she is staying in USA where most brands she uses are equally affordable whereas, those brands in my country cost triple my three months' allowances, plus salaries.

I think I am addicted to this amazing girl's blog. I have check out her portfolio page and God, she is one multi-talented artist. Not only that, she is so cute and have the most fascinating smile ever. I swear. I don't have testosterone but I like that girl so much. Not in a romantic way but more like an idolization way. Gosh, I could idolize this girl.

However, it made me wonder. I should have continue my studies in Graphic Design in the first place now that my hands and mind are itchy to create new stuffs, mainly for my DeviantArt. I guess, art is just something I could never let go even when I am not good with it. Think about the possibilities if I continue studying Graphic Design rather than switching to Journalism. I love both but sometimes, I wonder if I love one of them too much, I made the other look extremely nothing to me.

It should have been this way from the beginning after all. I should have take some time off and think about the two paths I have in front of me - both Graphic Design and Journalism. Although in the end, I think what my parents' think are just as important as what I think, it should have been better for me to compare my two interests earlier. But in the end, I should have say this earlier - I am not regretting my decision in studying Journalism. Not even a tiny bit of regret. I love it.