I miss blogging. I miss my internet life. But college is taking everything away from me. My family is taking everything away from me. I have been so busy sorting out my life - I have lost the precious times I can spend with my beloved laptop and internet connection. I have been on a bad terms with my family after a crappy argument about something even crappier than the argument itself. Right now, I am on a word strike. Not a single word. Gosh, I am bad. Yeah, I am a bad daughter. I am bad. Not that I like it. But I am bad.
This may not be relevant at all but somehow, I miss Wonbin. Why can’t I miss him when each time I wake up from sleep, I will find his face on every FT Island’s poster on my wall. Even in my purse. And even in my mobile phone. And a photo tucked nicely in my pencil case that I brought to college. And even on the bookmark I use to mark the page of the novel I read. Wonbin - no, scratch that - FT Island is everywhere right now in my life.
I need a comeback. I need a full Korean album. I need an appearance on music shows. I need an appearance on variety show. Come on, give me anything. I need this addicting dosage of FT Island. My life is up and down right now. Give me something to stabilize it. Give me a bit of something. Not rumors that worried me to hell.
I want to die when I don’t really want to.
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