When We Called It Quit .

Title; When We Called it Quit
Side-Note; Clearly He Has to Understand “This” if He is Not Stupid
“When we called it quit, I said nothing but yes.”
So basically, I had several past relationships I tried not to remember; well, who would like to recall over some ruined relationship back in high school anyway? My first one was quite unexplainable, the second one was, well, let’s just say that we were both just not into our relationship at all, the third one was the one I resented the most while the fourth one was the best ( although it ended, it took us a long way to found the end of the relationship ).

Well, I disconnected any kind of relationship between the two earlier failures in my life and I had never heard anything about them at all. I am still in touch with Jae ( not frequently, just sometimes ) while the third failure; well I would like to talk about that, to give it a deep thought about what this failure really wants from me.

We were almost like a pair in 2007, when we were both in Form 4. I never knew him but we somehow got into that stage of a relationship anyway, and PLEASE DO NOT ASK me why I went into that stage at all ( I was a fool back then, seriously ). It wasn’t really a pleasing relationship to remember, a tasteless relationship in which made me asked my self, “when is this going to end?”. We ended it two months later because well, as foolish as I maybe, he dumped me ( duh, since when do I ever dump anyone before anyway? ) by saying that I am suffocating him ( well, who suffocates who? ) and that he was too good for me ( excuse me ) but well, I didn’t even got a shock over that, it was predictable. After that, failure and I had been disconnecting our connection ( if there was any at all ) but he started ringing me back in 2008. He used the kind and friendly approach though that failure didn’t know I had to start resenting him.

Up until 2010, we were however still friends on MySpace and Facebook; something in which I found disturbing in a way I couldn't explain. He posts stuffs and commented on my wall but I never did those to him. He was a failure in my past, I don’t need him anymore.

But why does he kept bugging me lately? Doesn’t that failure with a name have his own life? Go and get a life if you don’t, he has to know that we are not like how we used to be before and that we would never be like that at all ( not even in his dreams ). Just stop doing whatever you are doing, mister, because like it or not, I hate you and everything about you. Are you annoyed that I happy off without you? Well, if you are, please continue. I don’t care. You had come into my life once and you are NOT welcome into my life for the second time, thank you. My life is like WAY BETTER off without you. I am better off without you. So now that you had taken your lesson, go on and live as if we never know each other. Don’t take your time to even care whether I have taken my breakfast, lunch or dinner yet or not. I don’t want your care, it’s too late, mister! Two years too late!

Failure, you are TWO YEARS too late.
Honestly, this one relationship is the one I didn’t regret putting an end to it. I am glad to have been freed from failure’s relationship and I was happy I wasn’t affected by it ( at all!) and surely, thanked to failure, I have found Jae and though it didn’t go quite well too, at least he brought me more happiness than failure did. So long, failure. You are nothing but a failure yourself. So long, and take care, good luck trying to ruin other girl’s life next.

“When YOU called it quit, I moved on, happily.”
Background Music; Hot Stuff by Davichi