HIATUS No More ; I Am BACK.

I am thinking about taking off the 2-weeks hiatus announcement.
It had only been one week ; but seriously, I am feeling way better than how I expected I would be.
This is such a relief.
I am feeling healthy ; though my feet still hurt,
The pain isn’t unbearable,
It just painful - not HELL PAINFUL,
So yeah, I am fine with that.

I AM OFFICIALLY BACK.
I am so happy to be back on blogging.
I got admitted to the hospital ward from 14th to 16th October,
And even when I got into a private hospital with good hospitality,
I was feeling worst inside the hospital.
I can’t move, I can’t eat, I felt sick all the time and everything about me just sucks.
However, the nurses were kind and very friendly,
And everything else except for me was fine.

I woke up from the surgery an hour after the surgery itself,
And the pain was like crazy,
My head felt as if someone just spun it around,
And I can’t move my body.

Thankfully, my family was there when I woke up.
It was scary inside the operation room ;
But whenever I think about my parents, I tried to act strong.
They kept on saying “you are our strong daughter”.
Well, it somehow helps.
Oh yes, I dreamt about dancing with Lee Hongki after I had been given the anesthetic, so typically random yet very interesting to think about.
Me, dancing with Hongki - even when he was known for being a bad dancer, it just sounded weird and totally out-of-this-world.

Right on the second day after the surgery,
I was taken to the physiotherapy session which at that moment was quite hard and painful.
I was force to wear special shoes and walked, with the stitches still new and bleeding.
Ah ~ even thinking about it gave me the painful feeling.
On the second day,
I was already asked to do everything, including going to the bathroom by myself,
With no help from the wheelchair at all,
And it was quite frustrating because I can’t balance myself while standing up straight just yet.

The doctor came and saw me on the third day after the surgery,
And he told me that I could go back home after the physiotherapy.
I was damn happy,
To know that I could finally go back home!
The physiotherapy session was a lot easier on the last day,
And I could walk better than on the day before.

Now that I am home,
I can’t move a lot or else my feet will swell.
I can walk, but I have to limit my movement.
Tomorrow I’ll be going to the hospital for another physiotherapy session (the third one out of the 12 session scheduled for me) and for dressing, to clean my old bandages and put on a new on.
I am feeling way better now,
And I can already walk without anyone’s help right now.
The only thing that bugs me is that I still can’t stand up straight, no matter how hard I tried.
And the other thing - I am currently taking three kind of pills as medication, and one of it made me drowsy each time after I taken it.
Not to mention I am facing hair loss dilemma ever since I came back from the hospital.

Ah ~ I can’t believe so many updates regarding FT Island happen when I was being hospitalized.
They released Lie a day before I went for the surgery, You Are Beautiful OST was released on the day I went for the surgery (gosh, Wonbin sounds girly on the song he sang with Miss $, I was slightly disappointed because I love the song by 9th Street more), Jonghoon and Seunghyun took part in a fashion show (Seunghyun got the height and the look, I got to admit), Hongki and Seunghyun taken part as ambassadors for Gangwon-do (though it stated FT Island, only the two of them were photographed and I am loving every photos to bits) and now FT Triple (Lee Jaejin, Choi Jonghoon & Choi Minhwan ONLY) have released the teaser of their song, Love Letter.
Wow ~ FT Triple sounds good ; though the 3 of them are the least favorite members of FT Island for me, they are good.
Got to love the headband on Jonghoon - he pulls it greatly.
They just kept on getting busier this October.
Somehow, I feel like their mother and I am worried about them.
After seeing a radio show picture of Seunghyun, looking rather thin (is he losing weight?), I am just so worried about them.
It is good to get more exposure,
But it is NOT good to get more exposure and get sicker each day.
Just take care of your health, boys.
Don’t be sick.

However,
But this makes me curious.
Now that Hongki is busy with You Are Beautiful (it is getting better each week) and FT Triple is formed and will obviously do promotions,
What is Song Seunghyun up to other than appearing for variety shows?
As much as I am worried about him,
I need my dose of Seunghyun in my life.
Oh ~ congrats to Seunghyun for winning SBS Quiz Sixth Sense on his first appearance’s episode though.