20090827 A Very Bad Day.

Aww ~ this not going to bring any good for myself. I shouldn't stay angry for long during Ramadhan but I can't control myself. I just got angry often and this morning, it seemed that my anger had been taken to the next level. GOD, please forgive me!

So basically my younger sister is pissing me off as usual. She woke up at 10.30 a.m. and after she had her bath, she insisted that she wanted to take the scooter and went out to meet her friends. She didn't even inform our parents that she wanted to go out. Gosh, she is such a bad younger sister. She was trying not to do any house chores today too. Went out and didn't even say anything to me. She never treat me like an elder sister anyway, huh? Well, the next time she needs my help, I am not going to help her.

Enough with her because the more I think about her, the more I wanted to actually slap her right on her face. Okay, I need to calm down. My left leg is hurting like crazy since the moment I woke up. It was okay yesterday and I didn't know what happened that it suddenly became so painful this morning. I can't walk properly too. Oh great, if the pain continues, how am I going to carry out my plans for tomorow and on Saturday? Today is also my bad hair day and not to mention I have a lot of laundry to be done before today ends. Today is not a good day.

More over, I read somewhere that FT Island is going back to Singapore in November for a fanmeet and a fansign event. No showcase or concert mentioned but that means, FT Island is going back to Singapore. I strongly believed Malaysia will once again not included in their up-coming Asia Tour. Why oh why can't Malaysia be listed? Just once, that is all that I am asking. Just come for a fanmeet and fansign, I will be thankful. It's okay if they don't have a showcase. Never mind, as long as I could see FT Island, well, most probably I just wanted to see Seunghyun. But please, just come one more time! I am begging you (already on my knees), please FT Island, come back to Malaysia! Primadonnas in Malaysia need you! I need to see you!

I am so going to kill the management which caused FT Island's concert to be cancelled last year. If only the concert went well, FT Island might always come back to Malaysia, perhaps once every year like how they always went to Thailand. Calm down ; I need to calm down.

This is so a bad bad for me. Nothing goes right. I am pissed off at my younger sister, mad at myself for not doing good enough work, angry at FT Island (well, not really at FT Island but perhaps at their management) who seem to forget that they have fans from Malaysia too, devastated by the photos of Hongki and his co-star in his musical where they kissed (and more kissing, until they both got flat on the floor together) and sad at how messed up my life is today.

I need to take a nap or just relax and watch TV for a while. Perhaps listening to my mp4 will be good too, if I skip all the FT Island's songs of course.